hello hello. i finally have my lan cable! so now this is my first entry on my laptop and i seriously feel like some professional figure typing my life away on this laptop. its so cool! i wish someone could just watch me from the front and see how serious and act-professional i am right now even though....im not. anyway, todays the day the 5 of us met up in NUS! it felt oddly strange, cos i felt so at ease and familiar around them even though the surrounding were completely foreign to me. felt like CJ, except for the fact that we called one another bitch! more often than not due to the sweltering heat and mount everest worthy terrain. within 3 minutes after leaving the arts canteen foo went "i lost all the chicken rice i ate already." we were vagrants for the day, wandering around the central library but it was fun cos its been a damn long time since i had a conversation with someone who could 'understand' me (cept for my beloved A202 haha) and this better keep up cos im seriously losing myself in this place. but its okay, smile more often and everything will be alright! smile smile smile. hahaha. i was just browsing thru this book called "overcome shyness" in the co-op and randomly flipped to this page and it was something like, people wont know that youre not smiling cos youre shy but think of you as arrogant and aloof instead. i think this is sooooo true! so so true. thats what i do too. first thing that comes to my mind when that happens is, "omg soooo cocky for what..." but i think its just human nature. i look so bloody arrogant and condescending and unfriendly when im actually just stoning. its quite funny. okay anyway im gonna start running soon everyone looks so fit and toned here im so stressed. i'll prob run at night, gotta find someone who has the patience of a monk since i run at 0.0005km/hr. i think i'll start tomorrow. at most i'll just run myself. but thing is im such a motivated person i'll run out of hall to the carpark and realise ive done a great job already and walk back. livia came to my room today and we both watched sg idol, her mom came later and shes sooooooooo nice! i cant take it. i award her the most concern mother of the year 2006. hahaha. oh today i attended the lecture of my favourite module, MICROBES! haha and i was late for 20 mins since i lost my way and that has officially become a routine in my life here already. i can get myself in a fix trying to find a particular room within hall itself what more finding a LT amongst 6 others in the computing faculty? okay goodnight.
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Thursday, August 17, 2006 at
2:07 AM
